I’ve been drinking with my cousins and my uncles and I think that’s the only time we talk about how we do in life in a serious (but blurry, slurry, drunken light) and right now my cousin is snoring beside me. It’s kinda funny but I’ve been really scared yet excited to start my new phase in my life though I’m always like the school-girl-on-a-sunday type.
I have to find a job and I’m excited (but scared. Yeah scaredy cat here) Feeling a little doubtful then confident then doubtful again. Don’t wanna be a bum for the whole summer. I always say “tomorrow” but-